I haven't been myself lately
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay
Saying things that I don't mean not meaning what I say
When it's good it's so good when it's bad it's so bad
Maybe I really have gone mad
What am I supposed to say
When I end up driving everyone away
Cause I am on fire a crying burning liar
Seeing nothing nothing but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter
Every inch of me is charred
God what happened to my heart
I'm about to fall apart
Again again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I never should've let myself get attached
Again again again again again again again
Again again again again again again again
Again again
What's done is done and nothing's gonna change
I should be moving on but I still feel the same
And it's like everyday is a fight for my life
To get some self control
And when you've forgotten who I am
It just feels it just feels
I'm nobody at all
Every inch of me is charred
God what happened to my heart
I'm about to fall apart
Again again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I never should've let myself get attached
I lost myself hitting the ground
I tried to scream and made no sound
I should have known
It was no use to try and run from
The circle of abuse the circle of abuse
I am on fire a crying burning liar
Seeing nothing nothing but myself
And I'm the one with the lighter
Every inch of me is charred
God what happened to my heart
I'm about to fall apart
Again again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I never should've let myself get
Every inch of me is charred
God what happened to my heart
I'm about to fall apart
Again again
And you're never coming back
And I'm not okay with that
And I never should've let myself get attached
Again again again again again again again
Again again again again again again again
Again again
