I leave the fan on
F**k it
Yeah
I leave no bridge unburnt
I get manic to flee the pain that is my engine
I get manic to flee the pain that is my engine
I get manic to flee the pain that is my engine
My ex f**g broke me
I
Accidentally just signed on facebook last night
Account that was supposed to be deleted
And my ex saw that and guess what he did
Let's rewind it a little bit
And during the summer
We were first dating
We started playing pokemon go all around the city
And then we hada mewtwo raid it was the ex raid
And we met
A guy there that was part of a queer punk band
And i was like oh snap
That's like super cool
I'm a musician
And you know we did the meet to raid and then you know
We didn't get his number and we just you know left
And then i went to maui
It's got a mom on
When i got back
He finally confessed to me that
Yeah when i was gone and now
He was
Playing pokemon go with him and f**g him and
You know and i'm like
What the hell
Am i really that replaceable team
And he wouldn't commit to a relationship
And i just
I'm like you know this makes me feel like garbage
And then he was tossing me in front of you know
I was getting negative energy from some of his friends
And i was like
I don't understand this
And i started realizing
He's using me to make them jealous
That's how we operate
So i kept staying with him
Even though he did that
Because it was open
But
If you didn't understand why i was so upset about
Him replacing me i'm so easily replaced
I just i wanted some commitment
I wanted him to just commit a little a little bit to
You know what i was already given him
And he wasn't able to do that
And so i finally broke up with him
You know it took a break
I'm like if you're not willing to commit i'm leaving
I gotta leave
I've already broke up so many times with you i gotta
I gotta watch out for my own back
I love you so much
But i gotta watch out for my own back
And then a week later
He texted me that he was seeing somebody
That he was already in relationship
I need a relationship
That he did not give me for over a year
He did not give me that
He was able to just hand that out a week later
And i signed on facebook yesterday
And he saw that i signed on and guess what he posts
I put a post up
About him and his new boyfriend playing pokemon go
F**g god damn it
I need a hug
