I always thought

I would end up doing something special

I planned it out and put it in my schedule

I thought I had it figured out

And I was taught

If you pay your dues you get a paycheck

But I put in the time ain't gotten paid yet

So I don't know what that's about

Wonder if I'm getting any closer

If anything is right around the corner

I tell myself to keep working harder and getting farther

Am I just a lost cause

Or am I feeling lost cause

I can't tell the difference

Between my fear and intuition

Am I just a lost cause

Or just a little off course

I can't make a decision

So I keep waiting I keep wishing

My mama called

I brushed it off when she asked what I'm doing

The truth is I don't really have a clue and

And I didn't wanna let her down

Wonder if I'm getting any closer

If anything is right around the corner

I tell myself to keep working harder why do I bother

Am I just a lost cause

Or am I feeling lost cause

I can't tell the difference

Between my fear and intuition

Am I just a lost cause

Or just a little off course

I can't make a decision

So I keep waiting I keep wishing

I keep waiting I keep wishing

Always a day away from quitting

But when I'm just about to give in

Something won't let me let go

Am I just a lost cause

Or am I feeling lost cause

I can't tell the difference

Between my fear and intuition

Am I just a lost cause

Or just a little off course

I can't make a decision

So I keep waiting I keep wishing

Am I just a lost cause

Or am I feeling lost cause

I can't tell the difference