It's almost like you had it planned

It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said

"Hey I'm about to screw you over big time"

And what was I supposed to do

I was stuck in between you and a hard place

We won't talk about the hard place

But I don't blame you anymore

That's too much pain to store

It left me half dead inside my head

And boy looking back I see

I'm not the girl I used to be

When I lost my mind it saved my life

It's how you wanted it to be

It's like you played a joke on me

And I lost a friend in the end

And I think that I cried for days

But now that seems light years away

And I'm never going back to who I was

'Cause I don't blame you anymore

That's too much pain to store

It left me half dead inside my head

And boy looking back I see

I'm not the girl I used to be

When I lost my mind it saved my life

I think I cried for days

But now that seems light years away

And I'm never going back to who I was

'Cause I don't blame you anymore

That's too much pain to store

It left me half dead inside my head

And boy looking back I see

I'm not the girl I used to be

When I lost my mind it saved my life

That life seems like

Light years away light years away

And that life seems like

Light years away light years away