My Love
Come Back
To Me
I don't know how to describe it
Because I miss you
I wish I would've had the chance to hold you & to kiss you
To keep you in my arms safe & never let you go
I promise little one your momma loved you I loved you)
Don't you ever doubt it
I know you're looking down
& I can't wait to see you
When the heavens bring you down
I mean I won't let you go for a second time
My soul couldn't take it
It's like take my heart & break it
I think about you every time I close my eyes
& I hold on to my faith so your memory never dies
I will forever be in debt with you
Because you showed me how to love a way I never knew
I know you're never coming back
& My hopes are fading fast
I'm holding on to a feather cause my heart is filled with sorrow
Missing you is killing me
But you'll always be a part of me
I need to find the strength to hold on til tomorrow
See the thing is
I wanna see you again
I never got over the fact
I just can't play pretend
& pretend you never happened
When I heard your heart
God had some other plans for you from the start
& I try to understand but I really can't
I mean I wanted you so bad
What was so wrong with that
I know I wasn't perfect
I was acting a fool
I couldn't make a decision of what I thought I knew
Thinking I could live my life pushing God away
Until I got a big reminder when you couldn't stay
Then my eyes really opened
Something had to change
I wasn't willing to go through something like that again
I know you're never coming back
& My hopes are fading fast
I'm holding on to a feather cause my heart is filled with sorrow
Missing you is killing me
But you'll always be a part of me
I need to find the strength to hold on til tomorrow
Wish I would've had the chance
To hold your tiny hands
& sing you lullabies before I put you to bed
Wish i could've seen your eyes
Heard your little cries
Held you to my chest & knew that you were okay
I mean I gotta believe because if not i'll break down
I gotta know that you're in heaven & you're smiling down
Trust that God had his reasons
I was blessed to even have you
Even for a second i'm so glad that I had you
But that doesn't take the pain away
Even though it's been years I keep on feeling this way
I mean my heart remains broken
They tore my soul apart
The day they took you from me will forever be hard
I know you're never coming back
& My hopes are fading fast
I'm holding on to a feather cause my heart is filled with sorrow
Missing you is killing me
But you'll always be a part of me
I need to find the strength to hold on til tomorrow