I'm nearing the end of my fourth year
I feel like I've been lacking,
crying too many tears
Everyone seemed to say it was so great
But did I miss out,
was it a huge mistake?
I can't help the fact I like to be alone
It might sound kinda sad, but
that's just what I seem to know
I tend to handle things
usually by myself
And I can't ever seem
to try and ask for help
I'm sitting here,
crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen
if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down,
feelings are all around
How did I get here? I need to know
I guess I maybe had a
couple e pectations
Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't
I guess I thought that
prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the
floor and all I wanna do is run
I keep collections of masks upon my wall
To try and stop myself
from revealing it all
Affecting others is the
last thing I would do
I keep to myself though
I want to break through
I hold so many small regrets
And what ifs down inside my head
Some confidence it couldn't hurt me
My demeanor is often misread
I'm sitting here,
crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen
if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down,
feelings are all around
How did I get here I need to know
I guess I maybe had a
couple e pectations
Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't
I guess I thought that
prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the
floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run
I'm sitting here,
crying in my prom dress
I'd be the prom queen
if crying was a contest
Makeup is running down,
feelings are all around
How did I get here I need to know
I guess I maybe had a
couple e pectations
Thought I'd get to them, but no I didn't
I guess I thought that
prom was gonna be fun
But now I'm sitting on the
floor and all I wanna do is run
All I wanna do is run