It starts with
One thing, I don't know when
I found myself lost in the story again
Lookin' to try to find hope hidden within
Don't even know where to begin to pick up the pen
And all I did when I try to be better for you
Is add another piece of me to the things that I lose
Following the trauma buried down in the roots
It got me stuck trying to move
And all of it is so unlike the way I was before I feel this
Pulled out the sword and it's too much to deal with
Hard to see the pain when the cuts kept concealed
Right undernеath the skin and going deep within
And all of the intent that I had at thе start
It doesn't matter now when it's all falling apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory
Of the time I
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know what it takes
To find the strength to be the one finally walking away
So I'm writing this to look at in my mind, at the way
You had me feeling like a walking mistake
And I've been lying awake
And lying to myself thinking about a past life
Find my way through the dark with your gas light
Lookin' back at all the things I have tried
I'm surprised that it got so far
It's like you only want what I won't be
Got a space in your heart for the old me
Now, I don't even think you knew him well
Like how can you be with someone you love and feel lonely?
I should've known at the start
It doesn't matter now, when it's all fallen apart
And what I meant to you will eventually
Be a memory too
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
