It's time to focus less on what I give and more on what I can learn
See I've spent a lot of time tryna teach but really what have I earned
I'm a student so should I sit back and just watch what I can preserve
What I'm smoking in reality's really not for concern
It's time to see what it is that I've really been searching for
Is It there? Am I here to discover more?
Now my life is less about accomplishments
More about what you draw on the canvas is it the law of attraction
A cause for some action maybe to be honest lately I'm really not sure
I got brothers that if we see blue lights we still dip cause they're infringing law
And I love my bros too much to just let them go
But they feel they need to do it for reasons I don't agree with but I'm just tryna to show
A way of life that is way more stable and less out of control
Sometimes I walk around and I only see the negatives
I force myself to smile
Cause complaining to me is displaying pettiness
But I force others to share and I'm a hypocrite I know
I just normally go through all of my disappointments alone
For me being confident is a risk cause complacency is b**h and I know that
The more I try win the more I feel lost
But I can't loose focus cause lately everything I want always comes at cost
