I barely started trusting myself

How could I trust them all?

What life gave me was hard enough

I hope god give them reason

I swear i did everything by myself

I left you everything else

My wounds are still marked

People without understanding are furious like Bulls

Still didn’t see no body, no shroud no grave

They made it worse and disgusting

But with no result

Some trashy corrupt medias , all they want is their Photos

While in my hand a towel

Wiping my heavy tears that are due to circumstances

I don’t know what to feel, Alone in my bedroom suffering,

I can’t sleep anymore, feeling fragmented and crushed.

I give even when I don’t have, in my crazy generosity

Not in my manners to insult people

I've always hidden my private life

At the peak of my success, even before starting

es I have got my convictions

In my silence there is wisdom, they came and turned the tables

Lots of traps in my way trying not to fall

Lost my energy watching behind to screens

Oh and they said

It's easy to tell lies about a dead person,

it really hurts me inside

And for nothing, they stab me in my honor then return back to apologize

God is watching

The only thing people did was say "Poor her" and judge

No food nor shelter

That itself is a crime (mmm)

I was never in a situation like this

The strong eat the weak, don't understand the law of the jungle

I Just understood now that god wanted everyone to pray for me

No regets... I learned the lesson of a lifetime in one year

Rest in peace to the one who raised me

Even if he's not here anymore, his soul is always with me

Our secret is burried with him

I can't do anything , God wanted him

To be honest, it's hard to forgive his Parents...

To be honest, it's hard to forgive his Parents...