Lyricist : SadBoy Prolific

Composer : SadBoy Prolific

I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't

Count the memories but they haunt my head

I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but

I numb the pain, Just like novocaine

I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't

Count the memories but they haunt my head

I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but

I numb the pain, Just like novocaine

You taught me I had purpose and used that to my advantage

And gave me life advice when I was dead, took it for granted

The only fuxxing person who saw potential not damage

Loved someone and watched them die that's just how god planned it

Remember the day they told me that you were dead

I know your students were rude And they pushed you over the edge

I just hoped the pain ain't last homie not for a sec

I wonder if you popped pills or had a rope at your neck

You're the man who broke his back for a drop and respect

Always told me keep on living, never thought you'd be dead

Told myself I had no time to see you stuck in my head

Crazy how we clipped in place when I found out about your death

Now your bloods all on my hands, and I don't know what to do

I should've seen all of the signs, I was going through it all too

But you smiled at my face and told me keep on pushing through

Now I realized that I should've said the same thing to you

I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't

Count the memories but they haunt my head

I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but

I numb the pain, Just like novocaine

I ain't feel the same since I lost my friend, don't

Count the memories but they haunt my head

I've been feeling low yeah, I've been feeling dead but

I numb the pain, Just like novocaine

3am remember my phone was getting a call

Press decline a couple times cause I ain't want to talk

Fourth time that I got it I stormed right into the hall

And that's when they told me they found your body on the wall

I swear to god that in that moment everything stopped

I never really been religious but started screaming to god

Ask him why he take away someone who did nothing wrong

Tired of people telling me it's only to make me strong

Now his daughter's got no father and I know how she feels

But, hearts were ripped away how does that s**t ever heal?

Swear the ones that have lost But are alive and made it still

And the greatest people created were made for god to steal