Lyricist : Sarah Barrios/Jonah Shy

Composer : Sarah Barrios

I'm sleeping with my anxiety

I'm waking up with her telling me

Everything could go wrong

One step away from catastrophe

I know it feels like it's chasing me

I got nowhere to run

I won't leave my bed

'Cause I'm overly obsessed

With all of my regrets and my flaws

All these thoughts are never ending

All my fears they get too friendly

Wish that I could be myself again

And clear the cobwebs out of my head

But when my mind fills up with dread

It's hard to empty

It's too messy

It's too messy

Trust me I don't wanna be this way

I dye my hair, but my mind won't change

I'll try anything

Too many feelings I can't throw out

I wanna let go, I don't know how

It's getting hard to think

I won't leave my bed

'Cause I'm overly obsessed

With all of my regrets and my flaws

All these thoughts are never ending

All my fears they get too friendly

Wish that I could be myself again

And clear the cobwebs out of my head

But when my mind fills up with dread

It's hard to empty

It's too messy

It's too messy

Wish that I could be myself again

And clear the cobwebs out of my head

But when my mind fills up with dread

It's hard to empty

It's too messy