Verse 1

Lately I feel so alone

I don't even know why I have a phone

Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck

Never had someone that

I could call my, own

It's lonely walking down this, road

Fake friends that I didn't have to, know

The same ones that f ked me over

and whenever I need them, and I

turn around they just turn ghost

I feel I'm at a all time low

I am depressed and it hurts me to know

My e is happy and I can't seem to cope

She's ignoring every

te t message I wrote

My an iety is high, my medication is low

I am so stressed and I hate being home

I sit it over, think everything alone

I wish I had somebody to hold, damn

I'm sick and tired of putting up a front

Like I'm happy but really I'm in a slump

I try to stay strong, screaming

"I don't give a f k!"

But if anybody will give

it then I'm, the one

I wanna put down my walls and open up

I hide behind this rapper I've become

Addicted to being accepted like a drug

No ones here I feel like

I'm ready to plunge

I remember you said my music was wack

Teachers persuading me

to try to give up my act

They said, the image and

the drive is what I lack

Made me think maybe I could

never be a part of rap

Well I ignored that, I

said f k it and snapped

Over 20 Million plays

where are my haters at

I didn't need a label

to give me a chance

The day I sell out an arena,

I feel like I'm the man

Buzzin' hard, but define nothing

Never found someone who really loves me

People coming around now

cause I'm getting money

A few plays later now

they all see something

The same guy that is from the start

The same guy my e left

with a broken heart

The same guy who turned

music into his art

The same 7 year old who

dreamt of being a star

I'm 22, and I won't let myself down

I stood up right after I fell down

It's hard to see heaven when

you know your hell bound

I never really opened

up and that's until now

I hope that I never lose you

If I could choose one

person I would choose you

I hope you understand my pain

Cause that's somethang that

we all got to go through

Outro

I hate being down this road

Been down before

I feel like I need you more

I'm so alone

Since I was 7 Years Old

My futures all I'd imagine

And now I'm here and I look

back and I'm screaming dammit

This a life I never planned

it, no I never planned it