you
they wonder why i hate it
they wonder why i'm jaded
why i never get faded
they wonder why i'm mad all the time
they wonder why i'm looking round
like somebody waiting to strike on me
they call me paranoid
i should open up more
life should be enjoyed
but i got trust issues
i know i might need some tissues
but if only only you knew you knew what i what
i been through you
you'd see my mind is a matrix
and if only only you knew
what i what i been through you
you just might have some patience
higher
higher higher
higher higher
higher