I had to try try to break the habit
I changed my mind mind now I can't have it
Make me feel alive live
I've got nothing to hide
What'd I go chasing after
I had myself to blame
I knew it meant disaster
When my house went up in flames
I ran until the morning
Ripped my heart from my chest
I put my soul into this
I can't control myself
Self
Self
Self
Self
Self
Why do I still try to chase this
I can only hold my breath
All my sanity is gone and I cannot control myself
I went insane trying to forget
I hate myself now that I still want it
Want it
And I wasted my time
Must be out of my mind
What'd I go chasing after
I had myself to blame
I knew it meant disaster
My house went up in flames
I ran until the morning
Ripped my heart from my chest
I put my soul into this
I can't control myself
Self
Self
Self
Self
Why do I still try to chase this
I can only hold my breath
All my sanity has gone and I cannot control myself