Afraid to be myself

Alone I can't be loved

I stare through your soul

To find something meaningful

Something that can't grow old

I know where you are and why you're there

It's making it hard to disappear

I see you in the walls where I sleep

Your tight grip it suffocates me

Picked last I'm a reject

At least I was loved when I was a kid

I'm feeling the distance

It's so hard to talk when you turn away a

In your home I don't feel safe

I know where you are and why you're there

It's making it hard to disappear

I see you in the walls where I sleep

Your tight grip it suffocates me

No one's deserving to have this feeling

So overwhelming to feel this away

Afraid to be myself