how bout getting off
of these antibiotics
how bout stopping eating
when i'm full up
how bout them transparent
dangling carrots
how bout that ever elusive could have
thank you india
thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty
thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence
how bout me not blaming
you for everything
how bout me enjoying
the moment for once
how bout how good it feels
to finally forgive you
how bout grieving it all one at a time
thank you india
thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty
thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence
the moment i let go of it
was the moment i got
more than i could handle
the moment i jumped off of it
was the moment i touched down
how bout no longer being masochistic
how bout remembering your divinity
how bout unabashedly
bawling your eyes out
how bout not equating
death with stopping
thank you india
thank you providence
thank you disillusionment
thank you nothingness
thank you clarity
thank you thank you silence
yeah yeah ho ho ho ho
