Making my way to his house

At 8pm what good could come?

Secretly I knew myself

Hesitated on that road

Then convinced myself that I could go

I loved the way he made me feel

Physically holding me

Fed my pride & gave me chills but

Does he really got it to be offering? Huh?

Loving you leaves me numb

Caught up in my own demise

Ain't even notice that I'd closed my eyes

Life it got the upper hand

Caught me when I turned my back

Held me till I couldn't breath

Deception hid by honesty

Ignoring that small voice

And letting yours grows loud

In this life we're blessed with choice

But blessings fade when i choose hell

Do you really got it to be offering? No

Loving you leaves me numb

Caught up in my own demise

Ain't even notice that I'd closed my eyes

Now I be on some woke deal

This world be on its own, feel me?

Wont put my loss before the fear of God

Fearing my loss more than I fear my God?

Wow

5 years of friendship was finished

On the night that we did it

It was more my fault than yours

Cuz why'd I get myself in this

Sadness evoked from misplaced hope

Showed you it all then got ghosted

Crazy naive, acted a joke for you

Now I be on some woke deal

This world be on its own, feel me?

Wont put my life before the fear of God

Fearing my loss more than I fear my God?

Wow

Now I be on some woke deal

This world be on its own, feel me?

Wont put my life before the fear of God

I shoulda knew better

Prayed for me & read with me

Grateful for community

kammy, James & Bri you

Led me when I couldn't see