Stood together outside, I don't even know why

It's going through my mind, now think it was love

I never knew I could find someone who I thought it was dumb

And make my heart go "Pa-ra-ram, pa-ra-ram"

And I was so scared for my life, but I said that I'd rather try

And I'm pretty sure that I'm out of time (Ha, ha, ha)

And I throw my meds straight into the mud

'Cause it doesn't seem to help when I'm falling in love

And my stomach hurts, but I don't mention the blood

I think I might need a doctor for the mess that I've become

Oh, I found it hard to breathe

It's getting dark out, don't you think?

Tell me or is it just me?

Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold

And we took pictures with her phone

She left her Polaroid at home

I texted all my friends I wrote

That I was falling for this girl

Her eyes were glowing Hazel pearls

I told her that she was my world

And she said, yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said—

You probably don't give a **** who I am

I don't blame you, I hate me too

But I can't do a lot to change it

Or the thoughts in my head

I am faceless, I'm nameless, I'm better off dead

That's too far, I'm so sorry, please, excuse my mess

I'm so stupid, so worthless, I won't do it again

That I promise you, I'm just a boy with a pen

And a ukulele, is it not evident?

That I'm broken, I'm frozen, I'm stuck in my bed (Oh)

I was hoping you'd open me up (Oh-oh)

But instead my emotions took over my mind (Oh)

And I said that I hate you (Oh)

I hate that I wish you were dead (Oh-oh)

Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold

And we took pictures with her phone

She left her Polaroid at home

I texted all my friends I wrote

That I was falling for this girl

Her eyes were glowing Hazel pearls

I told her that she was my world

And she said, yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no

Yeah, she said no