I just put this work in I see it start to work out

Burn out and I sqrt out

I look back and observe how

Fat blunts that I burn down filled with that concerned loud

I just metamorphosis so that is what you heard now

Remember having no hope

Got kicked out of apartment

Remember having no h**s

They played me like a target

Remained in spite of hardships

Get it on just like I'm Marvin

Pulled strings like a guitar kid

So they claimed me an artist

Let's get it

Yeah this love in readmission

But I'm as cold as county jails it redefine the mission

Can't paint it real as this shit is so I apply the vision

See I was fighting demons so they kept me from ambitions yeah let's get it

What a life I'm living so full of contradiction

Had to nearly end it just to really face existence

But I ain't had a day off and I still feel resistance

If god is really there then I hope he is forgiving

Switched my intent I lost all my innocence

Sinning led to sentencing and I can't live out in a pin

Fixed upon win the focus somewhat menacing

My intent comes with vividness

You would've thought the kid was sick

Real shit

Yeah was down to my ribs

Could barely even lift

I was hoping that was it

I was on an ego trip thinking really I ain't shit

But was tripping on a whim took some pain to get like this

So this aftermath trama back to back

Why I'm passing gas real stanky shit

Like it need a bath but give it wraps

Trekking on despite of past

Pressure gone with time at last

I break the mold then fade to black

Letting go won't make it back won't take it back

What a life I'm living so full of contradiction

Had to nearly end it just to really face existence

But I ain't had a day off and I still feel resistance

If god is really there then I hope he is forgiving