Yeah yeah 
Alright 
Yeah yeah yeah 
All this f**g pain that I’m carrying 
It be so hard just manage it 
Some days I can’t even handle it 
Hard to stand with it 
Feet grow weak from damage and 
My heart grows cold from damage and 
My mind go blank from damage 
And every f**g day I wake up just to face this shit 
Damn I hate this shit 
I hate the hate 
And hate it shows in ways not planned n shit 
Why I’m always vanishing 
Ducked off in my banishment 
My head been imprisonment 
Lately feel like ending it 
But I can’t end it like a b**h 
And that’s just what it is 
Got my set so trust in them 
If for nothing then for them 
Why I’m always plotting big 
Cause my life never meant shit 
I’m tired of this shit 
Just send me to abyss b**h 
Pain 
I got so much 
Pain 
So much f**g 
Pain 
All this f**g 
Pain 
Yeah yeah 
I was 14 when I first found drugs 
Around the same age I first found love 
It was about the same way when I learned it doesn’t last 
And the fix was not enough so it was f**g up trust 
Then the next the next year they took away my bro 
I had to seen him pass laying in the road 
That image had stay that shit will never go 
And I loved my little my little bro hometown hero 
Was never good for school 
I couldn’t follow rules 
Was always high they called me fool 
I thought it was cool 
Dropped out of school to hit the grind 
Thought money could feel my emptiness inside 
But it only filled my pride 
Built a disguise 
Strongest on my side 
Never look behind 
Never realise my pain resides 
On my mind like all the time 
But I’m a man so I’ll be fine and same to feels the vibe 
Pain 
I got so much 
Pain 
So much f**g 
Pain 
All this f**g 
Pain 
Yeah yeah