I'm still awake

Ready to drive through the night

Wish i could turn my feelings off like a lie

The way it hurts

I don't know how we could fight one day

You'll say i'm sorry

You never had to worry

I'm changing up the story

And it's all in my head

My head we had it

You're everything i wanted

Been taking us for granted

All the things that we said

You were my paradise

My heaven in disguise

I had to watch it all go away

I got you memorized

'cause still i fantasize

Of every moment back in la oh

I fantasize

I fantasize

I fantasize about us

Oh oh i fantasize

I fantasize

I fantasize about us

Oh oh

It's been so hard but i just had to pretend

I wasn't broken or a mess in the end

I never thought

That i would call you from today

And you say i'm sorry

You never had to worry

I'm changing up the story

And it's all in my head

We had it

You're everything i want

Been taking us for granted

All the things that we said

You were my paradise

My heaven in disguise

I had to watch it all go away

I got you memorized

'cause still i fantasize

Of every moment back in la

Oh oh i fantasize

I fantasize

I fantasize about us

Oh oh i fantasize

I fantasize

I fantasize about us

You are my paradise

My heaven in disguise i

Had to watch it all go away

I got your memorize 'cause still i fantasize

Of every moment back in la oh no