It's been a few years since you've been gone

There's been a few tears but that was years and years ago

Yeah I grew up to be exactly what you wanted

Yeah I been living out the dream that you dream up

It's been a few years with more to come

It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want

And I woke up today and found that

You were waiting here for me and I thought

Woah old friend it's bittersweet

Woah how could you do this to me

How could you do this to me

Yeah

Cos you are not who you think you are

There's no grain on these brown eyes

But they can be green if they really want

And I can bend your words

So they say exactly what hurts the most

But silence is better than fake laughs or faking we're always up

Loose grip

The world bends around you

And living through cracked screens

We fold down to what we want

Out of love

We talk through lines we're made of smoke

And just in time we drift away

Diffusing light confusing times

Growing up or cascading down

Cascading down

I'm hurting now

But change comes slow

If you hate what's in your head the f**k would you speak your mind

In search of lost time

Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid

Only 16 yeah I think you should've known

I think you f**ked me up

I think I think you f**ked me up

And I've got nothing to say to you

It's been a few years and I've moved on

Couldn't make it disappear oh I tried so hard to be strong

But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely

Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start