From the outside looking in

Yeah you see a smile on my face but it's so different from what it is

This cruel and unusual punishment

I try to stop the thoughts but end up doing it all again

It's a dark cloud over my head

It changes how i see life till i forget how to live

Till i forget what i am is it the devil within

Or is it panic that i'm living just to see how it ends

Why is there nothing but this feeling inside

Got me acting like i'm outta my mind

Can't breathe can't sleep i'm fine

I tell myself i'm fine

But i'm gone i'm caught in a panic

I'm lost and i'm damaged can't find my way

All i want is someone to save me

'cause i am fading and i can't escape

Every night i've been losing sleep

Getting chased by the feeling that's taking over me

I'm in a panic and i'm lost inside the static

Getting buried alive with the skeletons in the attic

Can i let it go or let it take me to the grave yeah

I'd give it all just to make it go away yeah

I burn a hole in my soul when i pray

I got one inside the chamber and it's calling out my name

Why is there nothing but this feeling inside

Got me acting like i'm outta my mind

Can't breathe can't sleep i'm fine

But i'm gone i'm caught in a panic

I'm lost and i'm damaged can't find my way

All i want is someone to save me

'cause i am fading and i can't escape this life

Feel like i'm losing my mind uh uh

Feel like i'm losing my mind uh uh

And i pretend that i'm fine uh uh

But i'm losing my mind

I'm losing my f*****g mind

I pretend that i'm fine inside

But i'm losing my f*****g mind

I pretend that i'm fine but i'm buried alive

And i'm losing my f*****g mind (I tell myself I'm fine)

But i'm gone i'm caught in a panic

I'm lost and i'm damaged can't find my way

All i want is someone to save me

'cause i am fading and i can't escape

I'm gone i'm caught in a panic

I'm lost and i'm damaged can't find my way