I creep around like this every year

I creep around like this every year

Like there's something that I'd actually do

Sometimes I look in your window

Sometimes I look in your window

Sometimes I see you

But usually the lights are off

What would I say if you came out here

What would I say if you came out here

I've got half a bottle in my car

And a full one at home

There's something that I never told you

There's something that I never told you

I want to wake up

And know you're waiting somewhere for me

It's conversations we never have

It's conversations we never have

I sat there staring

Heart pounding

Every single voice in my head screamed

And I said nothing

I wish I would have told you my side

I wish I would have told you my side

Instead of standing there trying to breathe

Forcing dead air through my fake smile

How could I have known

There were just four months to go

Until things would never change

Now every days longer

And every years shorter

And I'm still the same