I've been losing my mind lately

I'm tryna figure it out

But I can't seem to

Every day is a mess

And it makes no sense

Why you treat me this way

Blood & Tears on my pillow

Through your eyes, I see your soul

And every day is sickening

I don't know what's happening

And I'm screaming out for help

Feel like love is chasing me I want to run away

To a place where it doesn't even exist

And I said, "Hold my hands, hold onto me, let me bring you to this world where it doesn't exist."

Evil nature, in our shelter

Evil of Flowers, one sin two wishes

I wish I close my eyes and never wake up

Mom, I am sorry

Please kill me... I don't wanna live

Please kill me... lied, I wanna live

Fe-fe-Felt a lot of shit I wish I didn't feel (f**k)

Lo-Losing my damn sanity, I think this isn't real (yeah)

And I can't lie

I don't think this pain will ever heal, yeah

So what's the cost, all these drugs that I'm takin'

I don't wanna fake it, but I don't think I'll make it now

Oh oh, yeah yeah

Don't lie to me again

I've been losing my mind lately

I'm tryna figure it out

But I can't seem to

Every day is a mess

And it makes no sense

Why you treat me this way

Blood & Tears on my pillow

Through your eyes, I see your soul

And every day is sickening

I don't know what's happening

And I'm screaming out for help

Keep cool

Don't lose your shit under pressure

Bih you

Ain't nobody but yourself understand you when you're under the weather

You're on your own again

You said you don't need no friends

I know that's cap

'Cause like every day you just tryna meet ends

And you say you was up but when

I tote the sword like I'm Shen

I could really write a whole song about you so don't make me pick up the pen

I've been losing my mind lately

I'm tryna figure it out

But I can't seem to

Every day is a mess

And it makes no sense

Why you treat me this way

Blood & Tears on my pillow

Through your eyes, I see your soul

And every day is sickening

I don't know what's happening

And I'm screaming out for help