You, you've got a lot on your plate this week

A lot of promises you couldn't keep, and that's just fine

I'm just trying not to lose my s**t this time

Avoiding everything and say I'm fine, and we're out of sync

And I'm not sure why nothing makes me feel like getting out of bed

And I'm not sure what's going wrong inside my head

I've honestly never felt this lousy in my life before

It makes no sense to me, I should be happy, should be thankful for

The friends I have around me, the support of my fractured family

But still I'm just pretending that I'm fine

When I'm feeling lousy all the time

I'm such a f*ck

I'm such a f*****g piece of shit, and you hate me for it

We just haven't really been on the same page

Crossing our wires, oversensitive to everything you say to me, but I

I think that I'm so self-aware, but I just overthink

But still I never realized how much it's been infecting

I've honestly never felt this lousy in my life before

It makes no sense to me, I should be happy, should be thankful for

The friends I have around me, the support of my fractured family

But still I'm just pretending that I'm fine when I'm feeling lousy all the time

I'm feeling lousy all the time