Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally

Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally

If I pass away f*ck it

Just put my cash in my casket

I'll wipe your tears with my bills

Cause after life there's no sadness

I understand that its selfish

But I can't find a way passed it

Cause if deaths the only option

That's a wish I need granted

And flip the table, ask yourself if how I'm feeling is valid

Cause if it's not, then tell me why I feel this way

I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain

Stomach rot, feels like I've taken atleast 100 shots

Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved alot

Slowly taught, you're worth less to people if you're broken lots

Broken spots all over my body like some polka dots

I just want to feel alive!

Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally

Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally

I get no respect, even though I'm close to death

Life feels like it's suffacating

Taught myself to hold my breath

Maybe I should hold it less

You don't know what lonely is, until you see how lonely gets

You don't know what lost feels like, until you lose yourself to stress

Maybe I'm a f*****g mess and I should just to agree to that

When trapped inside your mind it'd realize you want your freedom back

Already took 100 shots, maybe I should take some more

Life feels like it's pissing on me

I guess when it rains it pours

Cause if it's not, then tell me why I feel this way

I can't be the only one who ever feels this pain

Stomach rot, feels like I've taken atleast 100 shots

Loved or not, it ain't change a thing when I was loved alot

Slowly taught, you're worth less to people if you're broken lots

Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally

Cause if I'm meant to die, then f*ck it let me rest in peace

I think depression has finally got the best of me

Dead inside, but that's just how I'm meant to be

I got depression there's something wrong with me mentally