I was rushing to get there
But instead it didn't work
I was giving my own self
But instead I lost it all
And I died
I died each time
You laughed at me
And I died
I died each time you
Ripped my heart
And I died
I died a thousand times
Until I lost all my blood
I lost my mind
I would bend over backwards
So that you could mend your heart
I was moving mountains
So that everyone could smile
And I died
I died each time
You laughed at me
And I died
I died each time you
Ripped my heart
And I died
I died a thousand times
Until I lost all my blood
I lost my mind
And I died
each time you laughed at me
You ripped my heart
And I died
I died a thousand times
I lost my mind
I could keep putting you first
But instead I'd lose my way
I could love you forever
But instead I love myself
