Sometimes I feel
Like I can't feel
This isn't real
I should be hurting
I was alone
I was a song
Music and bone
God's perfect wording
And could the people understand this
I'm as bruised as a used up canvas
I'm awfully nice but I'm cold as ice
I've been through hell but I'll be alright
People here living it up I think they're blind
I think they're out of their minds
Not one of them has had this
God's not giving me up no I'm just fine
It's just a matter of time
Oh I don't feel my sadness
I know it should be there
Maybe I'm too tired to care
But I'm still fine
I'm on display
I've lost my way
Oh God I pray
Let this pass over
I lost the note
I rocked the boat
I've even choked
I lost my composure
People here living it up I think they're blind
I think they're out of their minds
Not one of them has had this
God's not giving me up no I'm just fine
It's just a matter of time
Though I can't feel my sadness
I know it should be there
Maybe I'm too tired to care
Maybe I've been giving my love and all my time
Yeah ya know I'm stronger in the long run
Oh but Father I'm afraid You picked the wrong one
People here living it up I think they're blind
I think they're out of their minds
Not one of them has had this
God's not giving me up no I'm just fine
It's just a matter of time
Though I can't feel my sadness
I know it should be there
Maybe I'm too tired to care
Maybe I've been giving my love and all my time
Oh I know I should be scared
Maybe I'm too tired to care
But I'm still fine
Oh oh
I'm still fine
