I'm only 18 and I feel like I'm dying

I'm getting sad too soon

I hope I make it 'cause I'm trying

I've loved and I've lost

And realized that it's all my fault

Wish someone loved me enough

To catch me when I fall hmm

And I know it's kinda selfish but

It's not my choice to leave

'Cause I wish I could stay

But it's more of a need for me to go away

I'm tired of the world hating on me

I wake up to the friends that I can't keep

And when the end is near and I'm asleep

I'll be chasing dreams while counting sheep

Hmm- hmm

When I turn 19 I'ma feel like I'm flying

I'm in the sky where where I'm free and I'm smiling

But 'till then

Things will stay the same

Things will never change

Life will be a mess

And that life I became hopelessly in love

With doing what my brain tells me to do

And life I'm over you