isn't this silly an' aren't you beautiful
isn't this silly an
i can't sleep
i can't sleep
i can't breathe
i can't breathe
i can't sleep
i can't creep
yeah i know that you miss me
i know you wish you
you'll never find anyone worse than me
everytime i hit the bottle i feel like i'm winning
and then when i'm sober i feel like i'm losing
i'm lost in october i'm deep in my head
nothing can keep me from winning
even if i feel like i'm stuck to the ceiling
i'll break through
i'm stronger than most of these children
and i feel dead i feel dead
kill me and tell me you miss me
cut my wrist please just kiss me
bury me in the ground
with everyone that i've ever loved
tell me stories about who i used to trust
you'll never find anyone worse than me
i think she miss me it's something i hope for
but but now i'm a mess and i'm stuck to the floor
i can't open up if you'll just run away
i've been up for so long at least i'm not tired anymore
i locked the door
forevermore
i'm on the floor forevermore
now that the time's passed and i've got the last laugh
i noticed it feels feels wrong
so i'll write you this song
i think of you all night
and hope that you're alright
i hope that you miss me
i hope that you miss
me while i'm thinking clearly
i miss you so dearly
so i won't be sober until i grow older
i think of her shoulders as she falls over
i know that we're over
i wish i had told her
i can't sleep
i can't sleep
i can't creep
yeah i know that you miss me
i know you wish you could kiss me
you'll never find anyone
