Broken and battered
Open and shattered
Since you've been gone, I feel like nothing matters
Pull out my camera
I'm looking at ya
I should've known I was lucky to have ya
Too inconsistent
Too much is missing
You told me that you were sick of the distance
You started bitching
I wouldn't listen
Now that you're gone, I just keep reminiscing
I'm rolling with models, I swear they're the baddest
We start with "hello" then end up on my mattress
But they only want because of my status
My money and fame is the thing that attracts them
I know it, I know it, don't think I don't notice
But my only motive is my heart is broken
I don't thinking I'm coping with all these emotions
Just look how I wrote this at 4 in the morning
Is it really the end?
Now can we please start again
I can't accept the fact that imma never see you again
Cus you were more than my girl
And you were more than my friend
And you were there even when I wasn't whipping a Benz
And you were there even when I couldn't pay my rent
You were there when I only had a couple of cents
You were there when nobody knew my name yet
You never wanted my money, you only wanted respect
And now I'm fucking a chick that I met back in high school
She's might be cool but she'll never be like you
I don't know why, I just keep trying to find you
In every girl that I meet and say hi to
I love you but I know it's not enough
I'm just a cheater who's selfish as f**k
This ain't the man that my momma brought up
I'm so sorry I messed it all up
Can we please go back to what we were
Swear I tried my best to make things work
But it's not enough to erase your hurt
I deceived you
Didn't mean to
Can we please go back to when we met
Before all the mistakes and regrets
Before all the fights and all the stress
That I caused you
Now I lost you
That night in Colombia, 4 in the morn'
That's the first time that you looked through my phone
You're punching my face and there's blood on the floor
Screaming and crying and grabbing my throat
Who are these girls? Who are these h**s?
You got a b**h every city you go
ANTH you've been cheating and I didn't know
While I've been here waiting for you at home
You grabbed all my clothes, threw it off of the terrace
Security came, I was fucking embarrassed
I paid them a $1000 to say they ain't hear it
I just didn't wanna ruin my appearance
And can you believe that we still stayed together?
After that day we were broken forever
I knew from that day it would never get better
How could I ruin it all for some pleasure?
So yes Isabella I know this is karma
Just know I loved you the moment I saw ya
Thought we'd get married and have us a daughter
You don't know how hard it is not to call ya
Say bye to your mama
Say bye to your father
Say bye to your auntie
Say bye to your brother
Don't wanna say this but I gotta
I know you're better with Robert
Can we please go back to what we were
Swear I tried my best to make things work
But it's not enough to erase your hurt
I deceived you
Didn't mean to
Can we please go back to when we met
Before all the mistakes and regrets
Before all the fights and all the stress
That I caused you
Now I lost you
