I walk around
I say I'm ok
I burn it down
Get high from the haze
Can't make a sound without hitting the radar
Out in the crowd
They all say my name
It's crazy
They say I'm changing
I been so patient
No longer wish I was changing places
With other people
Don't hate my face no more
Was labeled quite unstable sure
I took the stakes and raised em
Been tested all my patience
Been grinding all this time been far from fine
But kept my faith in
Myself I keep it stealth
Maintained my wealth
I work too hard
To not have shit
I raised the bar
I chopped the bricks
And dropped them in
With concrete kicks
I'm conquering
These monsters
In my head
Think I'm bonkers
Think again
I've been watching
People talking
I just listen
Pay attention
When I'm venting
Cause I got life in my sentence
Gave me the match and then I lit the flame
Couldn't imagine
A life without pain
I'm trying to love man
That shit's in my veins
I'm high and I'm probably
Lying if I say I'm sober
Texting my girl
Like I'm tryna come over
I know she mad
At the shit I said
All of the messages get left on read
Roll up another blunt
Straight to the head
Till I am dead
Got a f**d up dome
With flow so cold
Below zero
Playing duck popo
He's no hero
What the f**k's so wrong
With a little weed smoke
In a blunt no bong
No paraphernalia
I got some stories I swear I couldn't tell ya
Guts and the glory to the purgatory
While drinking a fourty
In Salem
A failure
The bigger they are
The harder they fall
The bigger the bar
The taller the goal
The bigger the star
The brighter the glow
It's about time that you come join the show
I'm on a roll
Feel f**g unstoppable
Hop in the whip
Like I got the drop on you
Everyone prays for fortune and fame
How bout one day of not feeling insane
The bigger they are
The harder they fall
The bigger the bar
The taller the goal
The bigger the star
The brighter the glow
It's about time that you come join the show
I'm on a roll
Feel f**g unstoppable
Hop in the whip
Like I got the drop on you
Everyone prays for fortune and fame
How bout one day of not feeling insane
I take this smile on my face and I fake it
Too much my life I been acting complacent
It's taking it's toll
I'm breaking the mold
By showing emotions but
My heart is cold
No one gives a f**k
Never pity us
No one showing love
Every city uh
Tryna make a buck
one fifty one rum
In my gums
And the bass in the trunk
Going bump bump bump
All while I'm fighting these demons
Stuck like I'm barely breathing
Searching for sanity wide awake
In a nightmare dreaming
Murder my thoughts
I am war
And in conflict with my vanity
I try to smile
It feels impossible
So I smoke under the canopy
Everyone prays for fortune and fame
How bout one day of not feeling insane
Everyone prays for fortune and fame
How bout one day of not feeling insane
