This might be depression

My body is cold, I sold out my soul, I got too invested

Yeah, drugs are involved, the story gets old

I don't learn my lesson, nah

When I speak through the music, I spill my confessions, uh

Fuck a church or a reverend

Existential disconnect

Cameras flashing, feel like slashing off my fuckin' neck

Plug went ghost, I'm out of potion, I've got nothin' left

I feel sorry for the wall I smash my head against (head against)

I smash my head again, feel sorry

Feel disconnected, uh

Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah

I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah

Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless?

(Hit back, hit back, hit back)

I'm fallin', I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh

No angels callin', barely form a sentence (sentence)

My brain is rottin', no more interventions, yeah

I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump

If I jump, then I'll leap right off

Why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more

I can't hold you, baby, my whole body's numb

I don't wanna feel, I feel disconnected (disconnected, disconnected, disconnected)

Yeah, oh, oh-oh, ah

Take some time (yeah)

I hear them talking, I'll be fine (fine)

One call, and I'll be on my way (on my way)

I lied, but that was yesterday (yeah-yeah)

Shit's not the same (yeah-yeah)

These broken veins, won't heal in time for you to save

Oh, what a shame, I'm f*****g up the family name

Hop off a plane, a different country every day

You said, "The grass is always greener," but the sky is gray

Feel disconnected, uh

Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah

I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah

Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless?

Everyone around me can feel it, baby

I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh

No angels callin', barely form a sentence (sentence), uh

My brain is rottin', no more interventions, yeah

I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump

If I jump, then I'll leap right off

Why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more

I can't hold you, baby, my whole body's numb

I don't wanna feel it, I feel disconnected (disconnected...)

Yeah, yeah, I said

"I feel disconnected," yeah, yeah

My whole body's tempted

I might just threaten

Your whole damn family

Bitch, bitch, yeah, I feel disconnected

No angels callin', barely form a sentence

My brain is rottin', no more interventions

I'm done with talking, yeah, yeah, yeah

I don't really feel good, yeah

Head is f*****g disconnected

From their bodies, I don't wanna

Do not hurt it