Things ain't really been sweet for me

I lost that piece of me

I don't think there's peace for me

That might not be meant for me

I know my heart not something they need

And your love not something i need

Tough love when you coming 'round me

Wait, i'm the bad guy, that's what they need

Man, i lost too much

Can't afford to play around 'cause the cost too much

I can't focus on you, that's for all of us

We gotta give it our all when it's called of us

When it come to trauma, I'm no stranger

My road black like what's up, danger

I lost love, I lost hope

But the things we lose be the things that make us stronger

Got me reminiscing on times i would long for

No, I can't go back for that, i can't run after that

I gotta leave that in the past

Mistakes that i made, i can't ever reenact

If i ever look back, i remember that

Things ain't really been sweet for me

I lost that peace of me

I don't think there's peace for me

That might not be mean for me

I know my heart not something they need

And your love not something i need

Tough love when you coming 'round me

Wait, i'm the bad guy, that's what they need

It is what it is, if i gotta be the bad guy

I had some bad times, so i'm moving a little different now

Just another face within the crowd

Pain turned me numb

Feels like suffering is something

I can't live without

Spend my days just looking 'round

I'm tryna find my purpose

But i know that my purpose

Is not to please you

I don't need your love, man

I just wanna be sure

That y'all don't go

Through anything that's worse

Than what i been through

This world just don't feel right

I need you to understand, this universe is like a rubber band

Anything is possible 'till you snap just like that

It feel like the devil just grabbed the upper hand

I'm on my grind again, these thoughts enter my mind again

Could've died for my sins, but i ain't cross

The line again

I'm really sorry that my heart's turn cold

I just want my story told because

Things ain't really been sweet for me

I lost that peace of me

I don't think there's peace for me

That might not be mean for me

I know my heart not something they need

And your love not something i need

Tough love when you coming 'round me

Wait, i'm the bad guy, that's what they need