Will somebody please tell me what I gotta do next
It's like I'm walking blind all the time and its getting me stressed
These thoughts inside of my mind, now I gotta get it off my chest
Try put these worries to rest, wait
I know that I'm blessed, I know that I'm blessed
I should be happy right?
My passion is keeping me satisfied
I do what I love and that should be enough for me
Man I wish I could take that advice but
Realistically that ain't right
Gotta build a career, gotta have a life
See I've thought about quitting but know that I have to try
I have to try
The cogs in my mind are cleverly turning
When I be penning the words for every verse
But this shit always gets to me first
My career will never be certain
Every penny that I could potentially earn
Could easily set in reverse essentially swerving
And getting me nervous
Feel like when I've written a bar
I might sit in the dark and just pick it apart
Cos it isn't on par with the shit I woulda spit in the past
It's getting too hard, it's getting to hard
And it only gets harder from here pass me a beer
Whether we're celebrating with a laugh and a cheer
Or maybe anxiety's creeping, the path isn't clear
It's hard to be here
Presently, mentally stressing me still when I'm doing so well. We
Ain't doing this just as a hobby, we're grinding
And making this music to sell. See
We're meant to be living for for now but also the future as well
Oh what a beautiful hell. Me?
I'm finding it harder to tell, which of two that I'm doing myself
Will somebody please tell me what I gotta do next
It's like I'm walking blind all the time and its getting me stressed
These thoughts inside of my mind, now I gotta get it off my chest
Try put these worries to rest, wait
I know that I'm blessed, I know that I'm blessed
I should be happy right?
My passion is keeping me satisfied
I do what I love and that should be enough for me
Man I wish I could take that advice but
Realistically that ain't right
Gotta build a career, gotta have a life
See I've thought about quitting but know that I have to try
I have to try
So what's next? what's next?
What do I need to do to progress?
Whenever I hit the booth, and spit my truth
I wanna do bits for you and no less
Aint not choice, I blaze competition
Make more noise so they've got to listen
But should I chase that dream so far with optimism
'Til i ain't got a pot to p**s in? So spot the difference
Them man are whippin' a Mercedes B and got safety net
See I got to spittin'. Might fulfil me creatively but I'm taking steps
On my tightrope and I might break my neck
If I fall. So I really can't take a rest
Ain't doing this right if I ain't the best
Because I never wanna aim for less
Thats why I hone this craft
So that I know when I wrote these bars they would show my class
Open hearts. Tear my opponents apart. Yeah, you know that I'm hard
On a real, yeah I set the blueprint
Timeless skill and I'm blessed to use it
Priceless still with the execution
On the mic I'm ill and I get to prove it
But sometimes that just ain't enough
Gotta pray for a little bit of lady luck
Cah the game is f**d, saturated
But hey ho, yo Ima have to face it
It's a business ting at the end of the day
Put the pen on the page in hope someday of getting a wage
But I just don't know this path, I'm stressing
So lemme ask this question
Will somebody please tell me what I gotta do next
It's like I'm walking blind all the time and its getting me stressed
These thoughts inside of my mind, now I gotta get it off my chest
Try put these worries to rest, wait
I know that I'm blessed, I know that I'm blessed
I should be happy right?
My passion is keeping me satisfied
I do what I love and that should be enough for me
Man I wish I could take that advice but
Realistically that ain't right
Gotta build a career, gotta have a life
See I've thought about quitting but know that I have to try
I have to try
