I wanted you to be the
last thing on my mind
I wanted you to be the
reason i close my eyes
But i can't sleep
And oh god i wanted to be your high
But everything i said it went unheard
And everything you saw
with eyes straight blurred
Became our downfall
Cos you say i drink and i
smoke and i talk too much
But i know you lied when you said that
you just gotta go and save yourself
So hear me out
You know everybody talks girl
And it means nothing till you let it
But if you keep second guessing
then theres only gonna be one end
But you can leave if you really want to
And you can run if you feel you have to
And ill be fine if you ever ask me
I know its hard, but
no one said its easy
Fallings easy
But theres only one way up
So i been thinking that i think too much
And i can't sleep but i can dream of us
And ive been seeing
shit like horror cuts
Its burning down, i gotta drown this out
And you said you need me to let this go
Buts its who i am or am i just losing it
Cos you said jump and i went first
but fallings always been my downfall
And you say i drink and i
smoke and i talk too much
But i know you lied when you said that
you just had enough and save yourself
So hear me out
You know everybody talks girl
And it means nothing till you let it
And if you keep second guessing
then theres only gonna be one end
But you can leave if you really want to
And you can run if you feel you have to
And i can drink if i feel i have to
I know its hard, but i
can't feel like i used to
Like i used to
Cos i used to defy gravity
Defy gravity
Goodbyes keep dragging me
Down
And im fighting gravity
Defying gravity
I tried but i keep falling
Cos fallings easy
