No matter what I
But I'm dumb
And now I'm the bad guy
That I've hated in all of my songs
I went from the victim to villain
I hated myself all along
No matter what I do I'm a fool
I keep runnin' to you and it's wrong
'Cause I can't even make up my mind
I can't choose shoulda known it was you
But I'm dumb
So how could I love you
When I don't love myself
And how could you trust me
If I don't trust myself
'Cause I'm broken in pieces
And I no matter how I try
I tend to fall ooh- woah- oooh
I always fall mmm
Secrets I can't keep 'em
So I'm honest but it's wrong
I'm diggin' my hole I'm in too deep
I'm all in a mess my mentals weak
I told myself I've had enough
Of all these heartbreak songs
But then I went and did the same thing
That did me wrong oh
No I still don't know
How I went and did this all so
So how could I love you
When I don't love myself
And how could you trust me
If I don't trust myself
'Cause I'm broken in pieces
And I no matter how I try
I tend to fall ooh- woah- oooh
I always fall mmm
