[Intro: FabvL]
One, two, three
Losing you made
me hate myself
(You made me
hate myself, yeah)
Broke me down,
made me someone else
(Turned into someone else)
And now you're f****d up
and need my help
(Fucked up,
got me f****d up)
But I can't be there,
it hurts like hell
(Hurts like hell, yeah)
[Verse 1: DizzyEight]
We used to be
tight like that
Now you really
wanna fight like that
Blinded by war,
lose sight like that
Now you on the other side
and I can't fight back
But I gotta face facts
that you different now
We got issues,
we're distant now
I can see that something
is missing now,
I missed you
I've been through hell,
I failed, wish
I held you down
I can't help you now
and that's draining me mentally
I guess enemies
what we meant to be
You'll never know
what you meant to me
Letting you down
is what's killing me
Weight on my heart
started breaking me
physically (Woah)
I never asked
for your sympathy (No)
I just wish things
happened differently (Yeah)
It is what it is,
put it simply
This only ends
with the end of me
Broken, I couldn't cope with
Losing everyone I was
close with,
I gotta stay focused
I keep it cool,
can't show my emotions
Tell me where is hope
at when it's all hopeless
It was your heart
I was holding
Same heart I
put that hole in
And now it's my heart
where the hole is
Yeah, that's when the thoughts
are the coldest
I remember that
[Chorus: FabvL]
Losing you made
me hate myself
(You made me
hate myself, yeah)
Broke me down,
made me someone else
(Turned into someone else)
And now you're f****d up
and need my help
(Fucked up,
got me f****d up)
But I can't be there,
it hurts like hell
(Hurts like hell, yeah)
And I should've known
(I should have known)
But now you're alone
(On your own)
You're all alone
[Verse 2: FabvL]
Yeah, look at me
now vers' where I started
I do good,
but you know I'm heartless
This s**t fucks
with my head,
to be honest
If I knew
you were here,
I'd be on it
I was so selfish
I looked out for me,
you looked out for her
Now I just feel helpless
Heaven sent,
but I'm hell bent
There's no way
I could shelf this
Time after time,
I just run it back
Blood on my hands
when I face the past
Wish it was me,
now that time has passed
I would take it back
I just wanna feel different
Sick and tired
of this shame
Hope you're out
there to listen
Hope you know
I'm in pain
Now I know
what I'm missing
That's the price
that I pay
You gave me
all of this vision
The f*ck am I
supposed to say?
You know that
[Chorus: FabvL]
Losing you made
me hate myself
Broke me down,
made me someone else
And now you're f****d up
and need my help
But I can't be there,
it hurts like hell
And I should've known
(I should have known)
But now you're alone
(On your own)
You're all alone
Original - FabvL