Yeah

I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze

I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway

Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase

I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah

I battle with depression, but the question still remains

Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I suppressing rage?

And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase

Yeah, it's not a f*****g phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay

Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit everyday

And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage

And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster

I break down, falling into love now we're falling apart

I'm a popular, popular monster

I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze

Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace

I'm in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace

How the f*ck will I escape if I never close my case?

Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste

Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take

But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage

Yeah, it's not a f*****g stage, I just wanna feel okay,

okay, Motherfucker, now you got my attention

I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missin'

And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine?

Every single f*****g day I get closer to the grave, I'm terrified

I fell asleep at the wheel again

Crashed my car just to feel again

It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

I'm a popular, popular monster

I break down, falling into love now we're falling apart

I'm a popular, popular f**king monster

aaaarrghhhhh......

Yeah, here we go again, motherf**ker, oh

We're sick and tired of wondering

Praying to a God that you don't believe

We're searching for the truth in the lost and found

So the question I ask is,

ourrgh, where the f**k is your god now?

'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

I'm a popular, popular monster

I break down, falling into love now with falling apart

I'm a popular, popular monster.......

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

I'm a popular, popular monster!!!

Thank you*****