I won't hold my tongue

I'm not okay without you here

I guess what's done is done

I just feel so exposed without you near

And I won't say that I'm okay

Cause you taught me not to lie

So know that I'll miss you everyday

You always taught me to be good

And always do my best to be selfless

But know that God is holding you

And I am so damn jealous

'Cause I miss your arms around me

And the way you make me laugh

Now I'm stuck inside this prison

That says you're never coming back

So I'm sitting in my room

As I try to write this song

I'm so sorry that it's not good enough

It's just that everything seems wrong

And I keep bursting into tears

Because the pain won't go away

Because the father took my best friend

And said she cannot come out to play

Anymore

I won't hold my tongue

I'm not okay without you here

I won't hold my tongue

I'm not okay without you here

I won't hold my tongue

I'm not okay without you here

I guess what's done is done

I just feel so exposed without you near

And I won't say that I'm okay

Cause you taught me not to lie

So know that I'll miss you everyday

You always taught me to be good

And always do my best to be selfless

But know that God is holding you

And I am so damn jealous

'Cause I miss your arms around me

And the way you make me laugh

Now I'm stuck inside this prison

That says you're never coming back

And now I'm sitting in my room

As I try to write this song

I'm so sorry that it's not good enough

It's just that everything seems wrong

But I will try my best to be good

So I can pave my way

Straight through the pearly gates

Into your arms so we can play

Once more