Now I′m alone again

After thinking that I'd never be alone again

Now I′m alone again

After thinking that I'd never be alone again

I woke up this morning in a house not a home

I woke up this morning I was all on my own

Since I woke up this morning I don't know what I′m doing

I been all in my dome

Everything is unknown

Wonder if she′ll cooperate and stay away

How do I operate on the day to day?

And least last night I didn't lay awake

I freed myself of the anxiety I couldn′t shake

But new anxieties that vie for taking its place

And make me feel ashamed of throwing shade are always taking shape

I swear I do my best to never give em space

But I feel like I'm gonna break

Sometimes I need a break for goodness sake

I′ll just say it

I'm feeling really scared

All this working on my spirit′s really working on my spirit

Now I'm alone again

After thinking that I'd never be alone again

Now I′m alone again

After thinking that I′d never be alone again

Now I'm alone again

After thinking that I′d never be alone again

Now I'm alone again

After thinking that I′d never be alone again

Couple specifics and details

I've been deleting pictures and emails

And texts

And trying not to feel stressed

Each moment not knowing what′s next

In truth I didn't know what's next before

But having her arm around my neck would help me rest assured

But now that ship has left the shore

For sure

I hope she don′t feel that I don′t love her no more

I hope she don't feel she′s not worthy of love

Might have had a shot at keeping her trust

If I hadn't been so worried about all the above

But

None of that helps me now

Being that I done gone and messed around

And met my wife I built a life of days and nights of care around

To then proceed to tear it down

Now I′m alone again

After thinking that I'd never be alone again

I′m all alone again

After thinking that I'd never be alone again

Now I'm alone again

After thinking that I′d never be alone again

Now I′m alone again

After thinking that I'd never be alone again

Frontline without no shield

It is way deeper than preparing my own meals

But daily I′m reminded

At least she won't put my stuff away

Someplace where I won′t find it

Still often times I think of life and wish I could rewind it

Back before I lost it 'fore I had to find it

I wouldn′t be despondent

Being happy is the object

I could always learn the way to make a omelet

I fear she's the last of the cuties

That won't only do me for diamonds and rubies

And stuff

And I got no one to go to the movies wit

But maybe I been going to the movies too much

And plus I′m dag near forty

But thinking that way feels so corny

Imma just try to enjoy myself

But this is not where I saw myself

Alone again

After thinking that I′d never be alone again

Now I'm alone again

After thinking that I′d never be alone again

Now I'm alone again

After thinking that I′d never be alone again

Now I'm alone again

After thinking that I′d never be alone again