These are all my adderall thoughts
These are all my adderall thoughts
Afraid to write this sht for a second time
Cause there′s a whole lot of sht going on in my mind
Nowadays i feel like i'm so close
Last year flopped
I went pop, okay, i know
Had to go and get that out of my chest
It′s okay, it's in the past now
I made mistakes but i'm cool with saying i′m out loud
I′m tired of fronting like i'm perfect when i know i am not
People hate me and they make me insecure a lot
Thinking back, making sht on my mac
Never thought i would be able to feed myself off rap
Maybe that was fate
Maybe that was luck
But who give a fck
Cause i′m not the same kid that may wish me luck
I want this sht
I need this sht
Can't leave this sht
I breath this sht
I′m doing this cause i believe in this sht
That's the reason why i can′t never quit
These are all my adderall thoughts
These are all my adderall thoughts
Remember being a freshman in ...
Nbody ever thought my dream would really come true
But it did, now i'm touring the country all year
You would never feel a rush
Like when you hear that crowd cheer
My biggest flaws is that i know i'm flawed
And i can′t really figure out why people applaud
I guess a man in the mirror ain′t the one on the screen
I mean a person portray isn't the one that i see
I′m tired of every girl i fcked
Telling about every girl i've fcked
Kinda make me think that i will never find love
Don′t know if i will love someone
Cause she heard this song i wrote and hated who i become
Now it's 11 and 11 and 9
Feeling bad for writing those rhymes
But that′s what i get for letting my heart speak
And bleeding out all over these beats
These are my adderall thoughts
These are all my adderall thoughts
Haven't wrote a song in two months
My head is all fcked up
Going through depression
That can happen to anyone
Too afraid to speak so i am writing it down
Cause the fans are the therapists now
Got an email from my dad on christmas
Don't even know how he got this sht to begin with
Maybe that′s what happens when you get a little fame and sht
But how the fck are you gonna leave a kid
And hit him up
No harm, no foul
Where were you when me and mom were in a red brick house
Like you really think i need you now?
Me and my sis don′t speak
I think i just remind her of him
Try to talk but i really don't know where to begin
Maybe i′m just selfish
Maybe i'm just scared
That i might die and nbody would really care
Maybe i′m fine
Maybe i'm just lost
Yeah
These are all my adderall thoughts
These are all my adderall thoughts
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