When I see heaven's door fly open
Can you be waiting for me?
Waiting for me
When I see heaven's door fly open
Can you be waiting for me?
Waiting for me
You probably wouldn't like this song
Or the fact that I'm rapping
But you would've loved the heart in this
If you caught the passion
I'm crying in my living room
Holding on to my son
Told me spend more time with grandma
Cause you knew what was coming
Ever held on to somebody
And hugged em so tight
You couldn't imagine life without em'
They kept on the lights
Until they gone
Inside my head I built a home
Only way to cope for me at seven years old
Wasn't tears in my eyes
Or nights without sleep
Just a feeling of absence
Cause you ain't here when I need you
Feel like I see you in flashes
I catch you in moments
Like your hand is right in front of me
But too far to hold it
And I know
It's hard for you to cope when you a kid
But tell me how am I supposed to feel?
Cause that part of my life is very real
And I won't forget
When I see heaven's door fly open
Can you be waiting for me?
Waiting for me
Drew never got to meet you
Rach never got to meet you
If my two sons did
They'd prolly wanna be you
Watch this album title come to life if I could see you
I would climb a thousand flights if I could only reach you
Been too much in my head
Bet you would give advice
I'm trying to balance friends
And I'm trying to balance life
You died a peaceful death
And hopefully that be mines
But right now I gotta focus on The Light that lives inside
So maybe we should cry
Maybe that's a good thing
And stop trying to hide
Start showing off these tear stains
Life ain't just a vibe
It's more like when the fear came
We learned to rest inside
Like Jesus did when wind came
So maybe Imma find
Them tapes and then rewind 'em
I miss those days when I could sense the peace that's in your silence
You pick me up on Perry Lane
Was in the backseat crying
Death is such a scary thing
These memories can be our silver lining
Lost you when I was seven
Loved your computer
Dad said you'd be a receptionist in heaven
And all them big collar shirts you had
Grandma kept em
I wore em when I slept
Wish I had em when I wept
Would've wiped these tears clean
Can you be waiting for me?
Waiting for me
When I see heaven's door fly open
Can you be waiting for me?
Waiting for me
And Imma pull up in a chariot
And we gon' praise God
For the time we had
And Imma pull up in a chariot
And we gon' praise God
For the time we had
