i don't want to die
i just don't want to live
cause the more i have tried
the less i get back
who am i someone who's afraid to see the other side
victim to a fate filled with trauma
who am i someone who can fix up every problem
self of mine cause i don't even try
i can see the bottom it's getting closer
i'm moving faster
look in the mirror
all that i see is a monster
i lose composure
i cannot lose it i swear to god
i don't wanna die
i just don't want to live
cause the more more i try
the less i get back
i don't wanna die
i just don't want to live
cause in my twenty years i have never felt a thing
why am i numb
i just wanna feel something staring at the sun
looking for a break
guess i'm running out of luck
i can't seem to find it and i couldn't give a f**k
i don't ask for much but i can see the bottom
it's getting closer
i'm moving faster
look in the mirror
all that i see is a monster
i lose composure
i cannot lose it
i swear to god
i don't wanna die
i just don't want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back
i don't wanna die
i just don't want to live
cause in my twenty years i have never felt a thing
i can see the fire
asking for you
i cannot lose you
i said you today
i just don't want to live
cause the more i try the less i get back
