It's negative I wish you the worst dear

To feel the greatest pain a positive

You say it's all in vain I know I felt

And I won't feel again I know you hours of madness

Years of dysfunction the deepest embitterment

No will to strive or achieve

Finally in breakdown perpetual fall on your knees

As you crawl back to me it ends like this

I can hope for bliss if you fail again

'Cause I'm right here to witness every step and when you trip

I will cherish it hours of madness

Years of dysfunction the deepest embitterment

No will to strive or achieve

Finally in breakdown perpetual fall on your knees

As you crawl back to me

I live to watch you fail

I live to watch you fail

I live to watch you fail

I am the wind in your sail

I wish you the worst dear to feel the greatest pain

'Cause I'm right here

To retrieve all you stole every tear

And everything you own I wish you hours of madness

Years of dysfunction the deepest embitterment

No will to trust anyone this is how I lived

This is how you left me blue and I'd crawl back to you