If I keep my eyes closed
How will she know goodbyes
If I wanna die tonight, yes
Hear me if you want more
(Boyfifty)
Baby go easy on me
I cannot breathe
I cannot function
I barely could sleep
Whenever we talk
It's all in my dreams
It's eating my brain as we speak, yeah
I'm wanting you here
But feelings aside
You're with me today
But with him at night
Deny what you want
But say I'm not right
I'm just hoping and praying you—
Hoping and praying you're happy with him
I'm stuck in this room with a pad and a pen
I wanna call but I wrote this instead
A melody that's really gone in the wind
When I look up all I see is a mess
The look in your eyes, I'm loving you less
The knife in my back, the blood on my chest
I'm thinking I look good in red
Yeah
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)
If I keep my eyes closed
How will she know goodbyes
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)
If I wanna die tonight, yes
Hear me if you want more
Yeah, yeah
I can't remember when I felt okay
Knew that you were lying, could see in your face
I wanted to leave but you wanted to stay
I cannot trust anyone to this day
I am so paranoid
All of the voices inside of me getting a fight
Years fly by, got the same mind
If I listen to it, I might—
If I listen to it, I might cry
In the middle of a group of people outside
I don't really wanna lose the love of my life
When I'm sipping on the booze while I'm getting high
I don't need no help, I'm leaving soon
Didn't want to find no hope at twenty two
I don't trust myself to see it through
I just hope there's hope for me and you
Yeah
If I keep my eyes closed
How will she know goodbyes
If I wanna die tonight, yes
Hear me if you want more
