I feel like I'm at a standstill

Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay

If time heals, tell me why do I kill

Myself, tryna show you I'm not a mistake

I've got qualities that I'm not proud of

I've made promises that I walked out on

I've had days I feel I don't deserve love

So think what you think, just don't call me up

Mistake, might've made some

Can't argue with that but I ain't one

Even I sometimes get afraid of

Having to face the wrath of an anxious me

I get it cause I actually feel the same

Sometimes I think I might be a lost cause

Who turns off cause the way I read

Into what I've been through

You think I'm mental but it pays off though

In a ring stool, I pursue what I love

And if it goes south then falls down, just know

I stand on my own two feet

Don't you see those that oppose on me

Most won't leave thinking I might retreat

Show my teeth quick if you turn on me cause

I feel like I'm at a standstill

Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay

If time heals, tell me why do I kill

Myself trying to show you I'm not a mistake

I've got qualities that I'm not proud of

I've made promises that I walked out on

I've had days I feel I don't deserve love

So think what you think, just don't call me up

Just don't call me up

Just don't call me up

Mistake cause I'm not one

Misplaced but I found a lot of resentment

Causes a mess when you let it get to the place of

No confidence, struggle with it, that's obvious

But not enough to make me second guess

If I die for the ones I love

So don't you get confused

Thinking if you bring me down

I'ma just choose to let myself get used

I don't live like that, I feel trapped

I might lash out, I gotta watch my back

Cross my path, especially with ill intent

You'll regret you ever took that task

If and when this thing could all go bad

Don't you act like no one warned you, yeah cause

I feel like I'm at a standstill

Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay

If time heals, tell me why do I kill

Myself, tryna show you I'm not a mistake

I've got qualities that I'm not proud of

I've made promises that I walk out on

I've had days I feel I don't deserve love

So think what you think

Just don't call me a

Mistake