It starts as one festering feeling

The kind that cuts from the flesh down to the soul

No way to make amends for the time behind the door

Street lights feed lies straight to the mind of the wishful wanderer

How could he give up

No second chances to say goodbye

Wrapped in this cold nostalgic energy

From cries of those who are buried

Ascend beyond

Life is ruthless and shot full of pain

It lifts you up leaves you out in the rain

And it hurts just to know that you're not coming back again

I will miss you my friend

Memories like a slug to the brain paint the walls with the love

That will stain the darkest of nights

You left to join the stars and I cannot shake this off my chest

In death we grieve until all have transcended from this realm

In time we will meet again

Suddenly I can feel the connection between dimension ties

Open gut on the floor

Trembling down to the core

What is this

It's been a long ride without you

I'm inside my own world

There's not a single day I haven't feigned the acceptance

But it's a somber stroll down this road that we call life

The silence still is crawling out of my sedated sight

How can I be free

Wrapped in this cold nostalgic energy

From cries of those who are buried

Ascend beyond

Life is ruthless and shot full of pain

It lifts you up leaves you out in the rain

And it hurts just to know that you're not coming back again

I will miss you my friend

Memories like a slug to the brain paint the walls with the love

That will stain the darkest of nights

Left the journey alone but I can find my way back home