Do you turn red

When I am freezing

I close my eyes and dream about it

I remember what I did

I fall and lose it

When I wake up and scream in my bed

Yes I remember everything

You look at me with eyes closing and

Closing and closing and closing and

Then I turn red and feel like sinking

You told about it in the morning

You tell me everything

I like it's desperate

I reimagine it every day

I know I magnify in my head

I'm scared I won't forget 'til I'm dead

I'm dead I'm dead I'm dead I'm